Dear God: Thank you for showing me the way out of temptation and into the blessing and discipline of singleness.
Abstinence. Celibacy. Single. Married. Divorced. They are all words.
More importantly, they are all choices.
And more often than not, they are related to that three letter word that so many people have trouble discussing.
I did not wake up one morning and decide ?I?m not going to have sex for seven years?.
I did not suddenly decide, ?I think I am going to stop dating for a while.?
I DID wake up one morning after having sex with someone I wasn?t married to yet madly in love with and cry my eyes out.
It wasn?t the first time. He never noticed my silent tears.
The agony of immeasurable pleasure combined with unbearable guilt.
But my soul was tired.
I wasn?t mad at men.
I was tired of enjoying…